Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Sewer's Block

Well, it is my personal opinion -there is more than writers that have Writers Block  Because I know I have "Sewer's Block".That doesn't exactly sound right -but you know what I mean. ;)
I believe that it has several components that has lead up to it. First the cold weather that has dampened my spirits and the black clouds  that have swirled around the sky all day long and the wind that has abused the trees all day long . There are several trees and or limbs already broke down and tossed away by the wind.I know I am so lucky especially after seeing the news reports of the horrible flooding in Tenn. Such a terrible tragedy that breaks your heart.

Then I could not come up with a project that I wanted to accomplish and that lead me down the path of being "tweeter patted"?

Then you add the pain that is driving me nuts ; both the pain that I know my son is enduring with his back and nobody will treat him because he doesn't have insurance- and he can't go back to work and how are you suppose to live like that. My physical pain today comes from my teeth and some of the fibromyalgia and I don't know what to do with it.??? I have already spent 80.00 on two different dentists that have only told me what they cannot do and did not offer any solutions?

I know things will look different if only I can find  a way to climb out and take a fresh look somehow. I know I will step outside and collect some  beauty.


See, if only I can take a fresh look and see the new beauty that is born each day -so differently and so fresh.


Hum?? it looks out of focus - like I feel today. I need to find a way to "regroup" .

This reminds me that the path goes both ways and with a little "distance" things can change in the blink of an eye.:)

 

2 comments:

  1. Hope things improve for you and your son soon.

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  2. It is so sad about your son, I hope he can get some sort of treatment soon.

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